today is a beautifull day outside, it makes me feel that this is possible, this state of being enjoying. our little fairy left today, leaving us with the certainity that living is what keeps us busy, and that a little sarcasm is always necessary. briging the idea of walking around and meeting people, and getting back to my own way of living, as if remmembering my own life, being homesick for the present, again, and enjoy the process of being oneself. (it sounds pretty selfish, but necessary for now)